Ugggghhhhhhh .....darn that goal

Here it is.....*big sigh*.....day 74...........the BIG goal...no news to report sadly. I was very motivated and excited the first 40 days. I must admit that I veered off the road of focus a few times since then. Life always seems to happen in the middle of great pursuits. Day 74 finds me back at day 1 and the point of frustration that precludes setting a big goal. But, I am happy to report that I will not be dismayed. Back on the road again, trudging along. Many people have been asking me about this elusive goal. Why am I so secretive you may ask? Trust! I simply do not trust myself and quite frankly I fear that if I confess my goal then I may have to admit that I didn't stay focused to the end. Actually, this really isn't about confessing to anyone or attempting to attain success for the world to dole out adulations for my endeavour. I really want to achieve this goal for some deep personal reasons. I am picking myself up off the ground and getting back to work. I've decided to add more prayer this time. I think that may improve my results.